Updates of all Updates!

Well, I realize that I have been really slacking lately. It's just that sometimes, I sit here wondering what I should write about and all I get is a blank. My life is getting more and more confusing as the days go by. All I can think about is getting it back on track and I guess you can say that the internet hasn't been one of those things I use as part of my daily duties.

I am currently jobless once again. Things got pretty rough at my last job. My boss' boss came in while my Manager was on vacation and caused a damn real riot (for a lack of a better word). And I just had enough. It's people like that that make me wish I did not have to work with other people, but such is life.

If you've read Brian's blog, you will have known that he is going through a process of getting himself a job that in my opinion he will be good at. Let's all wish him the best of luck!!!

I am currently hoping to get one of 2 jobs that I have applied for recently. One, is a job with the USPS, as a casual employee, and the other is working in a Wood Factory! Either on will be fine with me, as long as it pays and I can get caught up on bills, etc.

My dog is about as big as he's going to get (I think!) and he's one ornery little booger!! He loves to play in the backyard with me, and he loves to hump air (don't ask me I have no idea) and he loves to romp with the cat!! Recently, he broke his rear foot and was in a cast for a few weeks. He's all better now and he sure acts like he hasn't run in years! LOL Anyway, here is a recent picture of him. We were out playing in the leaves, and Milo was wanting to play too:



Anyway, that's all I have for now. I still keep in touch with everyone's blogs, just not everyday! Hope to be back into this again soon. But until then...lots of love to my blogger buddies!!!

CIAO!

OMG! It's Been THAT long?!?!

Well, here we are, July already. I can't believe how much time has passed since I last posted on here. Nobody probably will visit my blog anymore since I haven't posted in forever.

Updates? Sure!

Well, it's Summer time and the sun is shining. It's been pretty nice around here. Brian and I FINALLY are in our own place, which basically means we won't be moving around anymore. The house belongs to Brian's mom. His sister and her husband and kids were living here for about 14 years. They finally were approved for a home loan and got their own place back in May. And Brian's mom didn't want the house empty, nor did she want some of her family to try to take it over, so she told Brian and I to move in. So, no more rent. Time to catch up on bills, which is what we are doing!

Brian had a really good first year substituing, with just a few setbacks. He is looking forward to another year of it.

Gas prices? Well they went up sky high as usual, but then went back down again. I can only hope they keep going down more. We will see.

Brian started selling AVON back in April, and has done rather well. He is in what they call the leadership program which means anyone that he signs up to sell under him will make his earnings go up! He also got me into selling it on my own as well. I am also in the leadership program so I will make money off of people signed up under me, and Brian will make money off of the people uder me as well. So that is a good thing. So if any of our readers are interested in buying AVON off of Brian and I, you don't have to wait for books you can go online here and shop for all your needs :D And if you do order, please let me know so I can thank you properly.

Well, that's all for me for now. I will try to post again, soon! But first here is a couple pics of my new babies. The cats name is Otis and The Puppie is Milo:









Love and Hugs to EVERYONE!

An Epiphany!

Wow! It's March already?!

What happens when you lose negative feelings and you gain positive ones? Well, you get a different person. I am currently working on my jealousy issues. It's been one fight after another. A fight within myself that I thought I would never have to live through. The truth is, I hurt that special someone in my life in the past, and although we are doing much better now than we ever have, the issue of jealousy keeps rearing it's ugly head. So what am I doing to push this out of my life once and for all, you ask? Well, I am making amends with some people whom were affected by my horribleness.

You see, trust is a big issue with me. I am not one to trust a person until i've gotten to know them. The problem is, I have a hard time trusting people I have never met, even when someone I know very well trusts them 100%. And that is where the problem lies. Brian has this friend who above anything was a good person to him. Brian has talked about him a lot and in the past, I never wanted to meet him, nor did I want Brian have anything to do with him. I guess you could say that I was trying to protect something I thought I would lose to someone else.

The fact remains that I need to work on my trust issues and my jealousy issues. So, that is what I am doing right now. The friend of Brian's in question has come up in conversations between Brian and I, and I told Brian that I would like to meet him one day. Well, I am not sure if Brian has contacted this friend or not, but I did...this morning. I sent him an email offering my apologies for everything that happened several years ago, and I told him that I beleive he deserves the chance that I did not want to give him back then.

I am taking a huge leap here because I think it's important for myself to realize where I made the mistakes and that I can either change it and make it better or suffer bitter consequences. Well, my choice is not to ruin anything I worked so hard over the last 4 1/2 years to accomplish. I am taking a new lease on life and learning that true meaning of being a partner and a friend. My life with Brian is that important to me!!

So to close this post, I want to offer my apologies to anyone else in our lives whom I have hurt because of my jealousy and my lack of trust. And I hope that this friend of Brian's will come through and realize that I am being sincere and promise to make it worth giving me a second chance.

Thanks for listening and reading!

A Small Update!

First of all, allow me to apologize for the sparatic posts. It has been one busy thing after another. I am currently working a new job. It's going rather well, although I have taken a huge paycut; both hourly and in wages. The good thing is I was told that there is a huge possibility for advancement and it could happen really quick, but we will see. I will not count my chickens before they hatch.

Second, I have been watching Charmed like crazy. It is by far one of the best series ever showed on TV. I am definitely hooked, because I keep watching the shows over and over (I have the first 4 seasons on DVD

And allow me to give credit to Marcellas for my last post. What you have to do to answer each question is shuffle through your Itunes or Music player to get a response. If you do this, let me know you did it. It would be interesting to know other peoples "Soundtrack of Life"

Income taxes are done, however, Brian is getting an okay size return. I, on the other hand am not getting as much as I would like, but that is only because I had some taxes to pay on Income for Mystery Shopping.

Well, that's all I have for now. CIAO!!!

A Soundtrack of Life

Brian helped me with this and I thought I would blog it. This is the Soundtrack of my life, so here it goes:

Opening Credits:
Allison Krauss – Now that I found you

Waking up:
Sammy Kershaw—Don’t Go Near the Water

First day at school:
Joe Diffie—Pick-up Man


Falling In Love:
Mark Wills—Wish you were Here

Fight Song:
Guns ‘N Roses—Cats In The Cradle

Breaking Up:
Mark Wills—Don’t Laugh At Me

Prom:
Brandy & Monica—The Boy Is Mine

Life:
Dolly Parton—9 to 5

Mental Breakdown:
John Michael Montgomery—Life’s a Dance

Driving:
Clay Walker—Who Needs You Baby?

Flashback:
Weird Al Yankovich—Bimbo No. 5

Wedding:
Collin Raye—What If Jesus Came Back Like That

Birth of Child:
John Michael Montgomery—I Swear

Final Battle:
Diamond Reo—Beautiful Mess

Death Scene:
Eminem—My Name Is

Funeral Song:
John Michael Montgomery—The Little Girl

End Credit:
Collin Raye—Love, Me

Giving Some Love

Just giving this wonderful artist some love. Go and check out his site. www.arigold.com


WAVE OF YOU (Ari Gold) Directed by GUY GUIDO

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It's Christmas time in the.......ALREADY!!

Good grief. It is coming up so fast. It's the time of year, that I love and dread all at the same time. I love it because it brings together family, friends, and good times, that and New Years is only a week away. Ha Ha! I dread it because it means commercialization (don't know if I spelled that right, but it looks okay to me) is getting way out of whack! What happened to the true meaning of Christmas anyway? Although, I am not a christian by any means, I do think that Christmas should be celebrated the way I grew up celebrating it. We would tell stories around our Grandparents, and listen to Grandpa tell the story of Jesus. Then....PRESENTS!! LOL

Anyway, I don't know what everyone is getting for Christmas this year, because finances are in a tight ass bind right now. If they don't get something from us Christmas morning, I am sure they will get something within the month. Everything just seems to happen at once. Car problems, bills, Doctor visits....BAH HUMBUG!

Oh well. Today, Brian got into the Christmas spirit and started putting up decorations. Here is a quick view of the tree. And yes, it's in the kitchen. Only because we have another one going in the living room. It's just not up yet.

So, here you go. Enjoy!

And here is the artiste at work....(He's gonna kill me)

Happy Thanksgiving

10 Things I am thankful for:

1. My life - If I didn't have my life, I wouldn't be here. It's been a rollercoaster ride from hell, but I have made it this far. I know I can go ALOT further.

2. My partner - If it weren't for him, I don't think I would be the person I am today. Good or bad.

3. My family - Even though they are the biggest pains in the rump, they are still my family and I love them to death.

4. My job - If I didn't have it, I wouldn't be able to pay off some bills.

5. American People: They have spoken, and finally this country is going to progress like it's supposed too! GO DEMOCRATS!!

6. Our Veterans: They are the reason this country is free!

7. Our Military: Fighting for our country! Enough said!

8. Sex: Even though Brian thinks I get too much of it, gotta still be thankful I am getting it. hehe!

9. My Present and Former Blog Readers: If it weren't for you all, I would not have come back.

10. Food: Because my ass is hungry right now!! YAY FOR TURKEY!!!

Well, there you go. So what are you most thankful for this year. Let me know. I'm intrigued!

As you can see, I have my blog list started. It's shorter than it was on my old blog, and that's because alot of people either left blogger and I don't know their new links, OR, they just aren't blogging anymore. Maybe they will find me and let me know what's up.

So, I wish everyone a wonderful Thanksgiving!

Day 1 - A New Beginning

It's been several months since I have had a blog. I deleted my last one because I haven't really had anything to talk about mainly, and of course, work has been really hectic. They have 2 people off work now. One because of maternity leave, and the other because of school. So yeah, i've been really busy.

Anyway, this is just to start for now. I will update regularly starting tomorrow. I need to get the word back out that I have a new blog :)

Ciao For Now!